It was: Saturday, April 11, 2009
Back then was : 4:23 AM
Shit man I'm became smaller in size and less buff. Cause hasnt been gym-ing for like 10 weeks or so~ Off season I guess. Hahahaha. But i will be buff in no time, must have self discipline already. Nothing much today, was PSPing all day long in the counter. =) And guess what I sort off injuired my neck. Great~ -.-
After work when to BP plaza for wangs tea alone and the in charge auntie there treat me. Cause I used to buy tea from her often when I was working at DPetsCentre. Then, got a text out of the blue from Clara wanting to borrow my UNITY cap. Then Dumb me instead of taking the bus I walked all the way there. How dumb could I ever get. Argh~
Aftermath, bus to Lot1 and took cab to temple. Before I got my neck 'fixed' the aunties in front were getting their legs 'fixed' as well. They were like yelling and making noise and I was like irritating them all the way and laughing at them. xD How bad could I get. HEH HEH~ They were planning to laugh at me when its my turn but too bad I didnt even make a single sound. Mind over body people! I think physical pain is the way to decrease the raging flame of hatred in me cause I hate my self. Every day I sit at the counter seeing couples come and go, makes me adimire them alot. Why couldnt I be like them?
Even Ah cheng got GF alrdy, so surprise to saw him yesterday. Sigh~ I'm like all alone, go shopping alone, after work will go home and nothing much. My life is like tuned to like work, home, work, home, work, home, work, home.......................................................................................
Maybe thats why everything ended, due to no time for her. But still every now and then I will still think of her and miss her.
OMFG!!! I'm gonna rush to bed. Its like 4:23 already got to wake up at 8 later. GOD~
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