It was: Friday, April 3, 2009
Back then was : 10:54 PM
I need a breather!!!!!!!! Things have been piling up ever since like crazy. I always put up a happy go lucky front but deeper within I was like shit. Why why why? I always asked myself, is my life a curse? Why can I always get what I want? Its either I get it then lose it in the end or doesn't get it at all. So the bottom line is still back to square one.
Theres 50:50 chances that Choco is leaving tomorrow, they might take them and may not. If they do take him I would not be nag at when I'm at home, if they take him I will miss him like crazy cause I already lose
someone that I loved dearly and now the other. I'm really lost...
I don't know what to do.....really. I really need a breather!!! When I came home just now and look Choco in his eyes, as if he already knows what gonna happen cause he isn't reacting to me when I asked him to come. But come to think of it the new owner might provide him with a better living environment.
Theres a saying "If you really love someone set him/her free, if they really love you he/she would come back."
Sorry, I can't be perfect~
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